Misled

I've been tricking myself

For a good few years now

About how I was in love before

With the guys I've liked up till now

I've made myself believe

I was in love with a guy for 3 years

After all this time, I've realized

That how I feel now is beyond compare

Before, I was young

And I was also very naive

So I tricked myself into many things

Many things that I wanted to believe

I've hurt myself

More than I do today

Over a guy not worth my time

Than a guy that makes me feel special in so many ways

I don't feel as hurt

When I don't hear from him

because when I talk to him

He makes my dad and me happy again

In my life

I've never met anyone like this guy

He understands me more than anyone

In my whole life combined

I look up to him

Because I learn from his advice

I just hope the advice I gave him on love

Makes him think about it twice

For many years

I have been misled

But now I have found

Everything that I need.