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Peacemaker. Harmony. Problem solver. Mediator. Mediator? What is a mediator ? A peacemaker. A problem solver. Someone who likes harmony. They are all similar. It is a remarkable trait, but it has its downfalls and personal limits. Are you, in some ways, a mediator? I don’t mean wanting harmony once in a blue moon. I mean all the time. You hate seeing discord. You want to help and fix others’ problems. You love lending an ear to someone and end up trying to find a solution

Sometimes, ‘self’ can come first. Burnout Behind the Scenes ‘I can’t wait to get out of here!’ ‘UGHHH!!’ ‘Can’t someone else do this?’ ‘Why am I the only one?’ These are just some of the many thoughts I had before college. These thoughts started circulating towards the end of my junior year. I couldn’t handle my environment anymore. Life was just a never-ending cycle. I went to school during the week and church on Saturdays. Being at home wasn’t a joy, and church stressed m

I walked into the room And he was there We caught each other's glances And it felt right just being there We walked towards each other, through the crowd And we never looked away from each other. The world around me seemed to move in slow motion Like it was him and I alone in the world together As we were approaching one another All the reasons why I loved him came to memory His smile and style of how he viewed life Made me look at the world very differently We finally approa

Pain, anger and hurt How I feel everyday I've felt it possibly In every single way Relationships And family Friends and Others dear to me From them all All I want is love To feel wanted and special But I only get that from God above What about on Earth How about just a little bit? But will that ever be enough Will anyone on Earth ever be able to fix it? I say one thing And people don't hear the whole story They are quick to judge When that's not the whole allegory When I expr

The dealer deals Our 7 cards, when in Rome. I observed my hard And I see my short-trip ticket home. Three +4s in my hand, 2 in blue And 4 and 5 in green The regular numbers can be shown But my +4s shall be unseen. It's my turn now And I throw my 4. People playing out of turn Shh, sit and watch; that's how the game goes. It's me again, 2 in yellow And it's a tricky play. I can put my +4 down But instead, I put my 5 in green and called it a day. I played my 4 in green already N

A year now That I've loved you And it just doesn't seem To flee I wanted to know you No...I needed to know I was n too deep When you started talking to me Along the way There was something No someone blocking Someone who didn't surprise me I've done my part And they showed up Killing the opportunity Of you ever being with me Yea I'm young Big deal My heart and love is bigger Bigger than my age. A heart that aches Aches for you But instead is trapped, Trapped in a sealed cage